Yep. I forgot to try to remember to blog.
Biological father was sent to the hospital a few weeks ago with severely low blood pressure so I drove to stay with him. He’s fine now thankfully.
I’ve been cleaning and organizing people’s places and driving around for cash to pay bills. I’m still okay! My parents said if I have to, I can move in with them but I really don’t want to have to do that. I can pay bills for another 2 weeks. I am keeping at it and apply for more than 30 jobs a week too. I don’t want to work for anyone else anymore but in order to keep my state benefits, I have to try so I am. I’ll take a job if I have to.
Little Man and I got to go to San Antonio for a couple of days to get away before school starts. We went to the Alamo, Ripley’s Believe It Or Not, walked the riverwalk, ate at Dick’s Last Resort, and took a sightseeing bus. We stayed at a haunted hotel but I didn’t see or hear anything. Little Man said he kept hearing monkeys though.
I found out today that Little Man has been put into an accelerated class this year. I’m so excited about it! Finally! Maybe he won’t be so bored this year.
So here’s what I want to say today. I do NOT want to get back with Little Man’s Dad (EX). I have realized though what loving someone truly means. When we came back from our trip, I had brought home the soap, shampoo, and lotion that the hotel leaves for you for him. I told him last night that I know he will not live here forever and that I was starting a bag of toiletries for when he does move to help him out. That made me realize that I still care about him. Not personally but as a person.
So tomorrow I meet the teacher. Once school starts, I’ll market myself more and start making more dough so we can stay here and be happy. Hugs everyone!